Wednesday, April 24, 2013

hmmm

just now i realize...
i am so selfish..
thinking about myself and my life all the time..
don't know what happen to my family..
don't know anything about them..
so upset and disappointed!!!
i hate myself !!!!!!!
stupid me!!!!!!!!
selfish me!!!!!!!!
maybe i should focus on my family more
than my stupid life..
full of trouble, trouble and trouble
stress!!!!
tension!!!!
i really need some rest
vocation!!!
holiday!!!!
out of all this bullshit
to very far places
to clear my mind...peace...

Saturday, March 30, 2013

Arggggg!!!!

Holiday will end up in 1 more day..
and I'm getting nervous...
because....
Monday will be the first day of my praktikum...
OMG!!!

I don't have any idea what i should do on my first day class..
should i smile or not??
should i be more strict or not??
oh nooooo..
i'm not ready for this..
but i have to do it...
just prayin..
i hope everything will be alright..
dear my soon to be student..
please listen to my word..
be a good student okay??
hahahahhaahhaha
chill out...
i will be myself..
i must have the courage to speak in front of many people..
hmmmm (sigh)




Friday, February 22, 2013

Happy BIrthday TO me...



Happy BIrthday to me...
Happy birthday to me...
Happy birthday to me..
Happy birthday to me...

i wish i could hear the happy birthday song sang by someone...
unfortunately...i'm very lucky today....
i think diz is the worse birthday ever in my life...
i've got bad wishes...
nobody sing me birthday song...
hmmm....
by the way...thanks to my mother for giving birth to me on diz special day....
well, birthday are merely symbolic 
of how another years has gone by and
how little we've grown. No matter how
desperate we are that someday
a better self will emerge.
A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun. I'm just enjoying the trip :D


Wednesday, January 16, 2013

L.O.V.E


You know..there are two type of love..the first one is TRUE LOVE and the second is SELF LOVE...
True love wants to give love, not just receive it. 
True love cares for the other more than for self. 
True love says "I will be gentle and patient with you. I'll listen to your ideas, and care about your problems."

True love is the opposite of self-love. 
Self-love says, "Love me. Think of my needs."
True love says, "I will care for your needs."

If your love is true, you will want to give happiness, and you will be less corcerned about receiving it. 

In true love, both are sorry to have hurt the other
 and both do not demand their own way.

Love is made for two...which means each person have their responsibility to make the love works...
but what if only one person making the effort? while the other just wait to receive...is it called TRUE LOVE????
I don't really know why people love someone if they don't really trust their partner...
It fells like there is a gap between them that block to receive the love from each other...
why you want to love if you don't really trust your partner??
that is SELF LOVE...
when the other trying so hard to keep in touch...making all the effort that he/she can to make the relationship works but the other just don't appreciate it...how will the love works?
The person in love most thirst is thirst to be appreciate..
 to feel like he/she is the most important person in their life...
to feel like he/she is proud to have them in their life...
not shy to tell others that he/she is his or hers...
People just don't really understand about giving and receiving...
some people take love just for granted...
just remember...life is too short to feel love..
love the person you love unconditionally...
treat them like there is no tomorrow..
because you never know when will he/she leaving the world and never come back
The most painful memory is REGRETTING...


Sunday, November 11, 2012

God please take care of him...


I've fall in luv wit diz song called Tuhan Jagakan Dia...it's can tell how much i care for someone...diz song i decicate for someone special...someone dat i luv...although we always fight...but deep inside my heart say I LUV U SO MUCH!!...



Lirik Lagu Tuhan Jagakan Dia – Motif Band

Hanya dirimu yang ku cinta
Takkan membuat aku jatuh cinta lagi
Aku merasa kau yang terbaik untuk diriku

Walau ku tahu kau tak sempurna
Takkan membuat aku jauh darimu
Apa adanya ku kan tetap setia kepadamu

Tuhan jagakan dia
Dia kekasihku kan tetap milikku
Aku sungguh mencintai
Sungguh menyayangi setulus hatiku

Walau ku tahu kau takkan sempurna
Takkan membuat aku jauh darimu
Apa adanya ku kan tetap setia kepadamu

Tuhan jagakan dia
Dia kekasihku kan tetap milikku
Aku sungguh mencintai
Sungguh menyayangi setulus hatiku

Tuhan jagakan dia
Dia kekasihku kan tetap milikku
Aku sungguh mencintai
Sungguh menyayangi setulus hatiku

Tuhan jagakan dia
Dia kekasihku kan tetap milikku
Aku sungguh sungguh mencintai
Sungguh menyayangi setulus hatiku

p/s : please listen to the song...