hmmm

just now i realize...

i am so selfish..

thinking about myself and my life all the time..

don't know what happen to my family..

don't know anything about them..

so upset and disappointed!!!

i hate myself !!!!!!!

stupid me!!!!!!!!

selfish me!!!!!!!!

maybe i should focus on my family more

than my stupid life..

full of trouble, trouble and trouble

stress!!!!

tension!!!!

i really need some rest

vocation!!!

holiday!!!!

out of all this bullshit

to very far places

to clear my mind...peace...